Cries of a Lost Soul

Shattered like flux of words roaming around leisurely in my mind, I begin to feel restless of the circumstances. Is this the prize for internal growth? Responsibilities widen and the tasks that must be finished grow heavier. Why must someone like me be assigned of such a burden? Isn’t it enough to just have a successful career to run through all your life? Questions still linger.

It somehow briefly reminds me of Spider-Man though, but with a twist to his quotes. “With great KNOWLEDGE power, comes great responsibility!” I serve as an untimely steward to roles of which I am uncertain I am capable of doing. Self-doubt wraps my entire being. Nature has nurtured my vision in order for me to see above and beyond, well over what average people can do really. But is the inner self ready and mature? I’m hopeless.

Senseless words clutter my every writing. Have I lost the nerves and take the courage to fight? Partly right! To draw strength from all of the things and persons I hold dear maybe just the key I’m seeking for. I just wish I can come close! Close enough to achieve excellence in my own field of undertaking. I guess being a cross component test engineer and a global systems administrator hybrid humbly tortures your head in excruciating pain.

I see the light now! The dawn of a new era has finally arrived! Looking out of the window, the morning sun comes shining ever brightly over my horrid face. I fervently hope and pray that things would eventually work out right. The future seems to draw near!